Nadir

Well here we are big guy, u and me, that’s right, one on one. I have never done this before. On the other hand, u seem to be used to it. This is a game u love to lose, but defeating you at your own turf is not a child’s play. The rules are bent on your side. The beach girls gather around you in this matchup. You act like a big boss. For the dearth of words its david vs goliath. In my defence , that was just one story when david won. There are thousands of goliaths winning everyday, no one is taking a picture on those turfs, they call it common sense. Well, common sense is called common for a reason. A COMMON man will not challenge it. Only idiots will. And these idiots , if they manage to break the expected outcome predicted by common sense, achieve greatness.

With the professional and love life both coming to a halt, it is a personal rock bottom. I had a job and I had a love life, but everything was so haywire. Now I don’t have any. And it’s a clean slate. I should be devastated, but on the contrary I’m loving it. I have to start from the scratch and I can build the castle as I want to. Earlier I just followed the flow. Now I can plan.

Life has put me here. And what can I say… I never chose to be an idiot. It’s not by choice. I have learnt that with time. Your gut takes you to that place. Makes u do those things u do .. and then u land in the bottomless pit with everyone looking down at u like you are a big man baby who never knew how to cope with this world in the first place. That is when u realize, you are actually an idiot. live with it! Or become the David. Clearly the thought makes me fart in my pants. But the question is..”did the big old guy give me an option?”.

He just threw me in the field. And there I am. I can picture that. Battered and torn.I notice something strange. I am laughing. And there is a twinkle in my eye. And I am getting up.. it’s a crazy emotion, I sense some madness in my behavior. The crowd is cheering… I am moving towards goliath, and there goes my first shot..